He Tianfan sat outside and smoked a cigarette, then slowly waited for the smell of tobacco to fade away before getting up and going back to the room. Yu Ao was already asleep and he looked down at the face that had made him unable to look away after the first glance. He leaned over to cover him with the quilt and quietly sat on the bedside.
This person has always been smart. After the hypnosis is reversed, he would inevitably find a memory blank. Perhaps before Lei Yan reveals it, this person would already have guessed the things that he’d done and he would definitely come to get revenge, so… it’s better to wait for him to recover, this way, at least the wound wouldn’t worsen.
For He Tianfan to one day be so thoughtful about a person… How surprising… He subconsciously wanted to take out a cigarette but paused and put down his hand.
Yu Ao closed his eyes and breathed long and evenly. He could feel He Tianfan sitting next to him and making no move to leave. If it was the usual, he would’ve praised him for being good and then asked with a wicked smile if he’d missed him and was reluctant to leave. But now, after hearing those words outside, he knew that this so-called ‘usual’ was actually a fake, a deliberately constructed illusion about a beautiful love, which made him bitterly disappointed when he thought about it.
The person beside him still didn’t leave and he couldn’t help but open his eyes. He Tianfan smiled when he saw him wake up, “you dozed off?”
Yu Ao made a sound of agreement and said, “I was a little tired just now so I slept for a while.” He looked at his romantic face and slowly reached out to hold his hand, stubbornly interlocking his fingers.
He Tianfan was slightly stunned and lowered his eyes to look at him.
Yu Ao stared at the clasped hands and asked casually, “hey, tell me about the time we first met.”
He Tianfan looked at him in surprise, “why?”
“Because I want to hear it from you,” Yu Ao raised his eyes to look at him, his usual wicked grin plastered on his face, “it’s such a great historical moment, I want to make sure you haven’t forgotten it.”
“You’re really bored, aren’t you?” He Tianfan tried his best not to look at his eager eyes and slowly continued, “at that time, I was on vacation but was sent by Li Xuan to attend an academic exchange meeting. After the meeting, I went to a friend’s asylum. You had been recently admitted and had a split personality. Of course, one personality cannot inherit the memory of another personality. I’ve explained this to you before, and then…”
Yu Ao quietly listened to the same answer as he remembered and couldn’t help but close his eyes. Were all these made up by this man?
After He Tianfan finished speaking, he saw that Yu Ao had closed his eyes. Thinking that he had fallen asleep again, he slowly pulled out his hand but Yu Ao’s hand suddenly tightened, “don’t go.”
He Tianfan glanced at him and decided not to resist. He stayed with him until the night and then went to sleep next door. After Yu Ao was injured, the quality of his sleep became poor because he kept thinking about this matter.
Yu Ao couldn’t sleep and looked at the dark ceiling. He slowly went through the scenes in his mind repeatedly and couldn’t help but think of that face, the face of that person he loved deeply. In the end, he could only sigh helplessly.
The next day, He Tianfan came to take care of him as usual. Yu Ao matched his usual self as much as possible, occasionally teasing him, eating some tofu, watching the man get frustrated by him and then laughing.
He pretended well, without the slightest flaw, and He Tianfan did not get suspicious. The two of them lived peacefully together for a while. At first, Yu Ao didn’t know when this person would reverse the hypnosis, but after a period of time passed, he had already guessed. He looked at the healed wound on his left shoulder and remained silent.
“It’s time to eat.” At this moment, the door opened and He Tianfan brought in the food and placed it on the table.
Yu Ao nodded, got out of bed and went to the bathroom to wash before walking back. He had just woken up and had no clothes on his upper body. When he came out, the first thing he saw was He Tianfan staring straight at his left shoulder. He frowned and suddenly felt agitated. Without thinking, he walked over and pushed the table to the side, pulling He Tianfan into his arms and under his puzzled eyes, lowered his head and kissed.
Are you so eager to abandon the created me?
The kiss was fierce and fervent, not giving He Tianfan the chance to resist at all. He tried to push him away, but Yu Ao only kissed him back with more brutal force. His mouth was completely opened and the tongue went in very deep, which suddenly made him feel like he was being eaten up.
Yu Ao kissed him for a long time before letting go of him, his eyes a little heavy. He Tianfan took a few breaths, “what’s with this crazy… ugh…”
Before he could finish his sentence, Yu Ao threw him on the bed and kissed him again. He took a bite of his lips and said in a hoarse whisper, “wrong, it’s not crazy, it’s desire.” After that, he kissed again and his hand slipped down and started to take off his clothes.
He Tianfan grabbed his shoulder, feeling the urgency of this man. Sighing at the bottom of his heart, he slowly stopped resisting and Yu Ao raised his head to look at him deeply after noticing it. Then, he continued to move his hands. Not long after, all of their clothes were taken off and Yu Ao kissed again and hugged him tightly, their chests pressed close together. The temperature rose sharply with each heated kiss and their stalling heartbeats could be clearly felt.
——Do you love me?
Yu Ao kissed him earnestly, strong and almost desperate, not letting go of every inch of his skin.
——Is it possible for you to fall in love with me?
He Tianfan moaned in his throat and Yu Ao ruthlessly slammed in without doing much foreplay. He couldn’t help but gasp, “not so hard…”
“Endure…” Yu Ao slowly pulled out and slammed in again ruthlessly. The friction brought a burst of overwhelming pleasure and he couldn’t help but close his eyes and savour it for a while. He looked down at the man’s flushed face and couldn’t help but lean in to kiss him.
“I love you…” He whispered in his ear during the intense actions, “I love you…”
He Tianfan’s consciousness had already been blurred by the intense collision and he could hardly hear what he was saying. Yu Ao bit on his earlobe and his voice choked up, “I really, really… love you…”
Even if I know that all of this is fake, I still love you. Because at this moment, I’ve already given my entire heart. Because at this moment, you have already occupied all of my heart.
The intense entanglement lasted for a long time. In the end, He Tianfan was dragged into the bathroom to wash up and then dragged out. During this period, his consciousness seemed to drift away for a moment but he forcefully pulled himself together. He laid on the bed for a while and looked at the things on the table, sighing, “the food has gone cold… f*cking during daytime is wrong ah…”
Yu Ao was beside him and laughed when he heard the words, “why is it wrong? I just like to top you during the day, can’t I?”
He Tianfan suddenly remembered several painful experiences in the past and his expression immediately froze. After a while, he returned to his senses, “nonsense, I’m going to warm up the food for you.”
“No, let her do it.” Yu Ao pushed him back on the bed, put on clothes and went out to hand the meal to a nurse. Then, he walked back quickly.
“Are you sleepy? Do you want to sleep for a while?” He asked as he laid down and looked at He Tianfan.
“It’s okay,” He Tianfan turned over, “it’s just that my waist is a little sore.”
“Oh,” Yu Ao responded and stretched out his hand, “then I’ll massage it for you, is it here?”
He Tianfan nodded and slowly raised his eyes, looking into the depths of Yu Ao’s eyes.
——Yu Ao, I’m sorry, goodbye.
The massaging hand around his waist gradually slowed down and finally drooped down feebly. He Tianfan’s eyes sank and he looked at the man’s sleeping face before he getting up and covering him with a quilt.
——I think I seem to like you a little bit, maybe the next time I meet you, you’ll look more pleasing to the eyes.
The door was pushed open at this time, “master, I’ve warmed the…Huh?”
He Tianfan gestured to her to keep silent and waved her out. Once again, he looked at the person on the bed and then, pulled out a cigarette and walked out.
“In the end, I didn’t even let you eat breakfast, I’m really heartless…”
