Header Banner

Chapter 501

I Can Still Survive
SilverRain
512 Chapters

Chapter 1 - Murder Chapter 2 - Ideals Chapter 3 - Classroom Chapter 4 - Soothing Chapter 5 - Severe Thunderstorm Chapter 6 - Bloodline Chapter 7 - The Hunt Chapter 8 - Gunshot Chapter 9 - Plants Chapter 10 - Treasure Chapter 11 - King Insect Chapter 12 - Offensive Chapter 13 - Rescue Chapter 14 - Flag Chapter 15 - Old Friends Chapter 16 - Treatment Chapter 17 - Recovery Chapter 18 - Blond Chapter 19 - Portrait Chapter 20 - Hallucination Chapter 21 - Resource Chapter 22 - Entering V Status Notice Chapter 23 - League (1) Chapter 24 - League (2) Chapter 25 - League (3) Chapter 26 - Ano Chapter 27 - The End Chapter 28 - Dad Chapter 29 - The Truth Chapter 30 - Change Chapter 31 - Secret Chapter 32 - Activity Chapter 33 - Learning Chapter 34 - Mom Chapter 35 - Conference Chapter 36 - Mom Chapter 37 - Insect Hive Chapter 38 - Pet Chapter 39 - Acting Cute Chapter 40 - Pangzhua Chapter 41 - Core Chapter 42 - Conference Chapter 43 - Seeing the Light Chapter 44 - Parent Chapter 45 - Testing the Waters Chapter 46 - Confirmation Chapter 47 - Traitor Chapter 48 - Name Chapter 49 - Playmates Chapter 50 - Secret Chapter 51 - Shackles Chapter 52 - Acceptance Chapter 53 - Greenhouse Chapter 54 - Sudden Assault Chapter 55 - Symptoms Chapter 56 - Happy Lunar New Year! Chapter 57 - Shackles Chapter 58 - False Scare Chapter 59 - Ties Chapter 60 - Status Chapter 61 - Training Chapter 62 - Responsibility Chapter 63 - Belief Chapter 64 - Abnormality Chapter 65 Chapter 66 Chapter 67 Chapter 68 Chapter 69 Chapter 70 Chapter 71 Chapter 72 Chapter 73 Chapter 74 Chapter 75 Chapter 76 Chapter 77 Chapter 78 Chapter 79 Chapter 80 Chapter 81 Chapter 82 Chapter 83 Chapter 84 Chapter 85 Chapter 86 Chapter 87 Chapter 88 Chapter 89 Chapter 90 Chapter 91 Chapter 92 Chapter 93 Chapter 94 Chapter 95 Chapter 96 Chapter 97 Chapter 98 Chapter 99 Chapter 100 Chapter 101 Chapter 102 Chapter 103 Chapter 104 Chapter 105 Chapter 106 Chapter 107 Chapter 108 Chapter 109 Chapter 110 Chapter 111 Chapter 112 Chapter 113 Chapter 114 Chapter 115 Chapter 116 Chapter 117 Chapter 118 Chapter 119 Chapter 120 Chapter 121 Chapter 122 Chapter 123 Chapter 124 Chapter 125 Chapter 126 Chapter 127 Chapter 128 Chapter 129 Chapter 130 Chapter 131 Chapter 132 Chapter 133 Chapter 134 Chapter 135 Chapter 136 Chapter 137 Chapter 138 Chapter 139 Chapter 140 Chapter 141 Chapter 142 Chapter 143 Chapter 144 Chapter 145 Chapter 146 Chapter 147 Chapter 148 Chapter 149 Chapter 150 Chapter 151 Chapter 152 Chapter 153 Chapter 154 Chapter 155 Chapter 156 Chapter 157 Chapter 158 Chapter 159 Chapter 160 Chapter 161 Chapter 162 Chapter 163 Chapter 164 Chapter 165 Chapter 166 Chapter 167 Chapter 168 Chapter 169 Chapter 170 Chapter 171 Chapter 172 Chapter 173 Chapter 174 Chapter 175 Chapter 176 Chapter 177 Chapter 178 Chapter 179 Chapter 180 Chapter 181 Chapter 182 Chapter 183 Chapter 184 Chapter 185 Chapter 186 Chapter 187 Chapter 188 Chapter 189 Chapter 190 Chapter 191 Chapter 192 Chapter 193 Chapter 194 Chapter 195 Chapter 196 Chapter 197 Chapter 198 Chapter 199 Chapter 200 Chapter 201 Chapter 202 Chapter 203 Chapter 204 Chapter 205 Chapter 206 Chapter 207 Chapter 208 Chapter 209 Chapter 210 Chapter 211 Chapter 212 Chapter 213 Chapter 214 Chapter 215 Chapter 216 Chapter 217 Chapter 218 Chapter 219 Chapter 220 Chapter 221 Chapter 222 Chapter 223 Chapter 224 Chapter 225 Chapter 226 Chapter 227 Chapter 228 Chapter 229 Chapter 230 Chapter 231 Chapter 232 Chapter 233 Chapter 234 Chapter 235 Chapter 236 Chapter 237 Chapter 238 Chapter 239 Chapter 240 Chapter 241 Chapter 242 Chapter 243 Chapter 244 Chapter 245 Chapter 246 Chapter 247 Chapter 248 Chapter 249 Chapter 250 Chapter 251 Chapter 252 Chapter 253 Chapter 254 Chapter 255 Chapter 256 Chapter 257 Chapter 258 Chapter 259 Chapter 260 Chapter 261 Chapter 262 Chapter 263 Chapter 264 Chapter 265 Chapter 266 Chapter 267 Chapter 268 Chapter 269 Chapter 270 Chapter 271 Chapter 272 Chapter 273 Chapter 274 Chapter 275 Chapter 276 Chapter 277 Chapter 278 Chapter 279 Chapter 280 Chapter 281 Chapter 282 Chapter 283 Chapter 284 Chapter 285 Chapter 286 Chapter 287 Chapter 288 Chapter 289 Chapter 290 Chapter 291 Chapter 292 Chapter 293 Chapter 294 Chapter 295 Chapter 296 Chapter 297 Chapter 298 Chapter 299 Chapter 300 Chapter 301 Chapter 302 Chapter 303 Chapter 304 Chapter 305 Chapter 306 Chapter 307 Chapter 308 Chapter 309 Chapter 310 Chapter 311 Chapter 312 Chapter 313 Chapter 314 Chapter 315 Chapter 316 Chapter 317 Chapter 318 Chapter 319 Chapter 320 Chapter 321 Chapter 322 Chapter 323 Chapter 324 Chapter 325 Chapter 326 Chapter 327 Chapter 328 Chapter 329 Chapter 330 Chapter 331 Chapter 332 Chapter 333 Chapter 334 Chapter 335 Chapter 336 Chapter 337 Chapter 338 Chapter 339 Chapter 340 Chapter 341 Chapter 342 Chapter 343 Chapter 344 Chapter 345 Chapter 346 Chapter 347 Chapter 348 Chapter 349 Chapter 350 Chapter 351 Chapter 352 Chapter 353 Chapter 354 Chapter 355 Chapter 356 Chapter 357 Chapter 358 Chapter 359 Chapter 360 Chapter 361 Chapter 362 Chapter 363 Chapter 364 Chapter 365 Chapter 366 Chapter 367 Chapter 368 Chapter 369 Chapter 370 Chapter 371 Chapter 372 Chapter 373 Chapter 374 Chapter 375 Chapter 376 Chapter 377 Chapter 378 Chapter 379 Chapter 380 Chapter 381 Chapter 382 Chapter 383 Chapter 384 Chapter 385 Chapter 386 Chapter 387 Chapter 388 Chapter 389 Chapter 390 Chapter 391 Chapter 392 Chapter 393 Chapter 394 Chapter 395 Chapter 396 Chapter 397 Chapter 398 Chapter 399 Chapter 400 Chapter 401 Chapter 402 Chapter 403 Chapter 404 Chapter 405 Chapter 406 Chapter 407 Chapter 408 Chapter 409 Chapter 410 Chapter 411 Chapter 412 Chapter 413 Chapter 414 Chapter 415 Chapter 416 Chapter 417 Chapter 418 Chapter 419 Chapter 420 Chapter 421 Chapter 422 Chapter 423 Chapter 424 Chapter 425 Chapter 426 Chapter 427 Chapter 428 Chapter 429 Chapter 430 Chapter 431 Chapter 432 Chapter 433 Chapter 434 Chapter 435 Chapter 436 Chapter 437 Chapter 438 Chapter 439 Chapter 440 Chapter 441 Chapter 442 Chapter 443 Chapter 444 Chapter 445 Chapter 446 Chapter 447 Chapter 448 Chapter 449 Chapter 450 Chapter 451 Chapter 452 Chapter 453 Chapter 454 Chapter 455 Chapter 456 Chapter 457 Chapter 458 Chapter 459 Chapter 460 Chapter 461 Chapter 462 Chapter 463 Chapter 464 Chapter 465 Chapter 466 Chapter 467 Chapter 468 Chapter 469 Chapter 470 Chapter 471 Chapter 472 Chapter 473 Chapter 474 Chapter 475 Chapter 476 Chapter 477 Chapter 478 Chapter 479 Chapter 480 Chapter 481 Chapter 482 Chapter 483 Chapter 484 Chapter 485 Chapter 486 Chapter 487 Chapter 488 Chapter 489 Chapter 490 Chapter 491 Chapter 492 Chapter 493 Chapter 494 Chapter 495 Chapter 496 Chapter 497 Chapter 498 Chapter 499 Chapter 500 Chapter 501 Chapter 502 Chapter 503 Chapter 504 Chapter 505 Chapter 506 Chapter 507 Chapter 508 Chapter 509 Chapter 510 Chapter 511 Chapter 512

Ye Muo was able to finish his meal in peace under Norton’s supervision. After the meal, however, Ano came right over and started following Norton around just so he could stare at the child draped over his shoulder.

Adlet watched as the other princes and princesses also rose from their seats. Though they didn’t follow as closely as Ano, they didn’t disperse like they usually would have. He breathed a slight sigh of relief.

Norton was already carrying Ye Muo towards the lounge.

Ye Muo shrank down some more so only half of his face was visible. He warily watched Ano and quietly tattled to Norton, “T-there’s someone looking at Xavier.”

“I’m Noah, but you can call me Ano.”

“T-then Ano’s looking at Xavier.”

Bert interjected before Ano could speak, “Is no one allowed to look at Xavier? That makes me so sad. Xavier’s so cute… If I can’t look at Xavier, I don’t think I could eat properly ever again.”

Ye Muo’s feet peeking out of his pants started swinging happily. “X-Xavier’s cute! It’s okay to look at Xavier!”

Bert pressed Ano’s head down as he asked with some serious concern, “Is it just me or does Xavier have a stammer?”

Ye Muo’s eyes were still wide with joy. “What’s a stammer?”

Sylvia circled around and hit Bert on the back before he could respond.

Meanwhile, Theodore immediately spoke up, “Xavier is very smart and healthy. He just hasn’t received an education yet. He’s still little.”

Ye Muo nodded along, quietly repeating, “Xavier’s smart and healthy.”

Helene, who was left bringing up the rear, wordlessly bumped shoulders with Dylan and inclined her chin. Dylan’s eyes stopped staring at Ye Muo’s face and shifted downward to his feet that were swinging about even more cheerfully, like the tail of a puppy.

The naive puppy waggled its tail with all its might at any passersby who would pat its head.

Bert was behaving himself a lot more with Sylvia around. Ano finally managed to squeeze him way in. After staring at the child for a long while, he just dryly stated, “Xavier.”

Ye Muo blinked in his direction. He stated as well several seconds later, “Ano.”

“I want to carry you. Is that okay?”

Ye Muo was already raising his head. He liked being held. “Okay. Xavier says okay.”

Norton continued walking at his usual pace.

Ano was already extending his arms. “Xavier said I can hold him now, Big Brother.”

Dylan subconsciously picked up his pace as well, shortening the distance. He and Helene had been bringing up the rear until now, so his movements weren’t obvious at first. Still, the distance was slowly but surely shrinking.

Ano had done as he stated, exchanging names with the child and then going to hold him.

But that didn’t mean he was right about everything, Dylan thought. He wouldn’t just leave like this. He would come back to meet the child, even if it had to be at a distance. That child would also remember his name, his appearance.

……

When Adlet entered the lounge with tray in hand, he saw a gaggle of Grantz coexisting together for the first time in forever. Even if they were spread out across the large room, they had arranged themselves around Norton, who sat in the center.

Ano’s arms were still extended. “We’re not walking anymore. I’ll be careful.”

Ye Muo was also reaching out from Norton’s lap. “En, en. Xavier will be careful too.”

So the two of them started either teaching or learning how to hold children.

The others, whether seated or standing, looked on in earnest.

Sylvia watched them from her seat on the sofa. Adlet came to stand by her side and served her some tea. Sylvia raised her head. The two of them shared a glance before they faintly smiled. “It truly has been a long time…”

Ano had already awkwardly but seriously received Ye Muo. He cradled the child like Norton had done. Ye Muo was actually the more relaxed party and rested his head on Ano’s shoulder.

Sylvia watched on with a smile. She didn’t want to miss an instant of them getting along.

Ano slowly relaxed. He even shifted Ye Muo up a bit, only to immediately freeze. The child was too soft and too small. He was afraid he couldn’t control his strength. Though his heart was racing, he verbally insisted, “It’s not that hard, Big Brother. I can help you carry him sometimes from now on.”

Ye Muo’s feet swayed as he nodded along. “En, help Daddy.”

His head shot up when he noticed Adlet and the cake slices on the butler’s tray. He started subconsciously wriggling around, as he always did when he wanted to be set down. Norton would always oblige.

Then, when he was tired and wanted to be held again, all he had to do was to return to Norton’s leg.

Ano started freezing up again until Norton plucked the child from his arms and set him down.

The Grantz watched as the short little thing traversed through many pairs of legs to stand with anticipation by Adlet’s side. He remembered what Adlet said about not standing in front of him lest he be knocked over and circled around to the butler’s side to stand on tiptoe. Then, the tray descended to a height where he could see its contents.

“You can only have one, Your Little Highness.”

Ye Muo’s expression sobered. He circled around the tray before going to find Theodore. “T-Theodore, choose for Xavier.”

The little robot rolled its way over and gave an objective result after performing a scan with its robotic eyes. “This piece is 0.5cm taller.”

Though it would actually be a bit shorter than the rest without including the frosting, it was fine. Xavier wouldn’t be able to tell.

Not only was he none the wiser, he was already happily trotting back to Norton’s side with the cake slice. As he turned his back to Norton’s calf, Norton picked him and his cake up with practiced motions to the level of the table.

Ye Muo didn’t gobble down the cake at once after he was picked up. There were so many people watching him… His feet curled up uneasily beneath the table. “Why’s e-everyone looking at Xavier?”

Those gazes soon withdrew.

The child craned his head around, seemingly in deep thought. Moments later, the little slice of cake was pushed forward. “Let’s eat together. It’s tasty.”

No matter what, Ye Muo insisted everyone should have some tasty cake.

In the end, Adlet could only go to fetch more desserts to fill the table. That was how they had afternoon tea that night.

Right in the lounge Ye Muo was most familiar with.

The Grantz started moving tables around under Sylvia’s command and helping Adlet fetch drinks and desserts.

Ye Muo started gasping in awe a while ago. At first, he tailed everyone briefly as they came and went from the room. Then, Norton picked him up so he could see all sorts of desserts he was unfamiliar with being assembled into towers.

Finally, he started circling the dessert table before taking the largest piece of cake solemnly indicated by Theodore with satisfaction.

Though he could only have one slice of cake, Ye Muo was able to sample a bunch of other desserts all thanks to his own efforts. After finishing his own share, he clung to everyone else’s legs and peered around on tiptoe until a spoonful of the beautiful desserts was delivered to his mouth. Even then, he nervously turned his head away. “X-Xavier doesn’t want. Xavier’s just looking.”

However, after twisting and turning and making sure Adlet and Norton weren’t looking his way, the little head would slowly gravitate towards the spoon again before discreetly chomping down.

By the end, Ye Muo didn’t even bother pretending to decline anymore.

The Grantz didn’t expose him either. They just glanced over from time to time to see when Ye Muo would turn around.

Ye Muo forgot all about being shy. With glittering eyes, he hugged the leg of Jacob, who he wasn’t yet familiar with. Jacob ruffled his hair. “I’m Jacob.”

Ye Muo nodded earnestly. “Jacob. Xavier’s Jacob.”

He pointed at himself in return. “Xavier. Jacob’s Xavier.”

Jacob huffed in amusement. He had noticed early on how the child with a limited vocabulary would claim every one of the family members as his.

Before giving him some dessert, he draped a portable space device around Ye Muo’s neck. “I came back in a hurry and the rest of my gifts haven’t arrived yet. I’ll give you this first.”

In truth, he didn’t have any time to buy stuff. The place where he was at wasn’t even rich in ore deposits like Ano’s. He kept an eye out on the way back, but there was nothing but more insects.

Ye Muo glanced down at the thing around his neck, but his attention was soon drawn to the approaching dessert.

He quickly and quietly stated, “Thanks, Jacob.”

Before chomping down. 

He mumbled something about Jacob with his mouth full as he shuffled towards his next target. After circling around like this, he eventually arrived at Dylan’s side.

Dylan glanced at the child who was eagerly looking up at him. Without saying a word, he halved his dessert. Then, under Adlet’s watchful gaze, he cut one piece further in two before picking it up with his fork and offering it to Ye Muo with his head bowed. “I’m Dylan.”

Ye Muo had approached his leg at some point. He hugged Dylan’s leg like he did Norton’s, his mouth already wide open in anticipation.

The quarter piece was still a bit too large. Ye Muo walked off with bulging cheeks and a ring of cream around his mouth after mumbling something. Dylan barely made out something like: Thanks, Dylan.

He mumbled Dylan’s name as he turned around.

Dylan was the last stop, so Ye Muo returned to Norton’s side and was scooped up. He closed his eyes peacefully as Norton wiped his face clean.

Adlet hurried over and worriedly felt Ye Muo’s stomach. Though the Grantz had a larger appetite than most, Ye Muo had eaten plenty at lunch already.

His stomach was bulging out a little. He couldn’t have anymore food tonight.

“As we agreed, Your Little Highness, you can’t have dessert tomorrow either.”

Ye Muo nodded along good-naturedly after having his fill.  “Xavier won’t have anymore.”

Idle conversation rang out across the lounge for a while longer, falling silent when Ye Muo nodded off on Norton’s shoulder.

Dylan was the first to stand.

“Your rooms are ready, Your Highnesses.” Adlet quietly informed him.

Dylan stood there for a long while. Helene bowed her head and didn’t move. The others exchanged looks but remained still as well.

Sylvia just quietly, sadly watched them all.

From his seat, Bert’s eyes remained trained on the carpet.

It was Norton who finally broke the silence. “To bed, all of you.”

Most of the tension seemed to leave the room as Dylan sat back down. Adlet breathed a sigh of relief. “I’ve just changed the bed linens. It’s very comfortable, as His Little Highness can attest to. Should he be awake at bedtime, he always rolls around on the bed and buries his face in the pillows before going to sleep.”

Ano was already circling around behind Norton to observe Ye Muo. He quietly said, “Big Brother, I also want to learn how to hold a sleeping child.”

He settled down after a look from Norton.

SilverRain

Hobby translator with a passion for BL novels („• ᴗ •„). If you would like to read ahead, consider becoming a patron.

If you find any errors (E.g. spelling, inconsistent terms, broken links, etc.) , please let us know through our discord channel

Support Dummy

Your donations will help fund a part of the site's costs and management. You can find individual translators' ko-fi under each chapter^^

Join our discord channel

Leave a Comment