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Chapter 189

I Can Still Survive
SilverRain
512 Chapters

Chapter 1 - Murder Chapter 2 - Ideals Chapter 3 - Classroom Chapter 4 - Soothing Chapter 5 - Severe Thunderstorm Chapter 6 - Bloodline Chapter 7 - The Hunt Chapter 8 - Gunshot Chapter 9 - Plants Chapter 10 - Treasure Chapter 11 - King Insect Chapter 12 - Offensive Chapter 13 - Rescue Chapter 14 - Flag Chapter 15 - Old Friends Chapter 16 - Treatment Chapter 17 - Recovery Chapter 18 - Blond Chapter 19 - Portrait Chapter 20 - Hallucination Chapter 21 - Resource Chapter 22 - Entering V Status Notice Chapter 23 - League (1) Chapter 24 - League (2) Chapter 25 - League (3) Chapter 26 - Ano Chapter 27 - The End Chapter 28 - Dad Chapter 29 - The Truth Chapter 30 - Change Chapter 31 - Secret Chapter 32 - Activity Chapter 33 - Learning Chapter 34 - Mom Chapter 35 - Conference Chapter 36 - Mom Chapter 37 - Insect Hive Chapter 38 - Pet Chapter 39 - Acting Cute Chapter 40 - Pangzhua Chapter 41 - Core Chapter 42 - Conference Chapter 43 - Seeing the Light Chapter 44 - Parent Chapter 45 - Testing the Waters Chapter 46 - Confirmation Chapter 47 - Traitor Chapter 48 - Name Chapter 49 - Playmates Chapter 50 - Secret Chapter 51 - Shackles Chapter 52 - Acceptance Chapter 53 - Greenhouse Chapter 54 - Sudden Assault Chapter 55 - Symptoms Chapter 56 - Happy Lunar New Year! Chapter 57 - Shackles Chapter 58 - False Scare Chapter 59 - Ties Chapter 60 - Status Chapter 61 - Training Chapter 62 - Responsibility Chapter 63 - Belief Chapter 64 - Abnormality Chapter 65 Chapter 66 Chapter 67 Chapter 68 Chapter 69 Chapter 70 Chapter 71 Chapter 72 Chapter 73 Chapter 74 Chapter 75 Chapter 76 Chapter 77 Chapter 78 Chapter 79 Chapter 80 Chapter 81 Chapter 82 Chapter 83 Chapter 84 Chapter 85 Chapter 86 Chapter 87 Chapter 88 Chapter 89 Chapter 90 Chapter 91 Chapter 92 Chapter 93 Chapter 94 Chapter 95 Chapter 96 Chapter 97 Chapter 98 Chapter 99 Chapter 100 Chapter 101 Chapter 102 Chapter 103 Chapter 104 Chapter 105 Chapter 106 Chapter 107 Chapter 108 Chapter 109 Chapter 110 Chapter 111 Chapter 112 Chapter 113 Chapter 114 Chapter 115 Chapter 116 Chapter 117 Chapter 118 Chapter 119 Chapter 120 Chapter 121 Chapter 122 Chapter 123 Chapter 124 Chapter 125 Chapter 126 Chapter 127 Chapter 128 Chapter 129 Chapter 130 Chapter 131 Chapter 132 Chapter 133 Chapter 134 Chapter 135 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Ye Muo quietened down. He had forgotten all about crying by now. His eyes widened as he scanned the people around.

Sylvia gently patted him on the back as she quietly told Ano, “Bring your big brother back, hurry.”

Ano nodded and quickly left.

Ye Muo tried his best to turn and look behind him when he couldn’t find the person he was looking for. Sylvia turned in the direction he was straining in, but Ye Muo didn’t see Norton even after she turned a full circle.

After confirming Norton really wasn’t in the room, Ye Muo slumped against Sylvia’s shoulder and started crying even harder. He wiped his face and incoherently blurted out, “Muomuo’s Daddy! Muomuo’s!”

The more he cried, the sadder he felt. “Daddy lied to Muomuo. How can Daddy lie to Muomuo…”

Sylvia held his wrists so he didn’t rub his eyes raw. “Don’t cry, Muomuo. Daddy will be right back. Let’s go look for him, alright?”

She took Ye Muo to the doorway and kept patting his back as she waited for Ano and Norton. “Be good, Muomuo. Let’s wait together.”

Ye Muo tried his best to calm down. He watched the other end of the corridor with Sylvia.

Ano and Norton soon returned. Norton headed over with large strides.

Ye Muo reached for him as soon as he noticed, straining his upper body forward as much as he could. Sylvia hurried forward a little, but it was unnecessary. Norton took Ye Muo into his arms.

Ye Muo immediately hugged his neck tightly. He was still hiccupping after crying too hard just now. “M-muomuo will b-e-e good. Muomuo won’t c-cry. D-don’t leave Muomuo, Daddy…”

Norton paused from patting Ye Muo on the back. He looked down at Ye Muo. “You’re my child. You are the son of Norton Grantz, and no one can change that fact.”

He quietly stated, “You’re my child even if you don’t admit it.”

“You are allowed to cry. You are allowed to be disobedient.”

He paused, “It was my fault.”

Ye Muo mulled on his words for a while before he figured out that he could cry. With that, the floodgates burst open.

He called Norton out while crying, “Daddy w-was gone when Muomuo was crying!”

Norton held him tight. “I thought you would be afraid of me.”

Ye Muo sniffled, “E-even if Muomuo’s scared, Daddy can’t, can’t leave.”

Norton made a sound of acknowledgement, “I’m sorry. It won’t happen again.”

Ye Muo recalled another of Norton’s crimes as he cried, “Daddy scared Muomuo! Bad Daddy!”

Norton made a sound of acknowledgement as he stopped Ye Muo from rubbing his eyes and carefully wiped his tears away with a fingertip. “I’m sorry.”

Ye Muo’s sobs slowly subsided entirely. “Then Daddy is, is still a good child.”

The Grantz knew the exact moment Ye Muo calmed down because the memory stopped playing on loop in their minds and the associated emotions being transmitted also faded.

Ye Muo sincerely stated, “Mommy said no scaring Muomuo.”

Lady Ye told Ye Yun he couldn’t scare Ye Muo.

Ye Muo stopped crying, but he stressed again, “Muomuo is a scaredy cat, so no scaring Muomuo.”

Norton pressed their foreheads together. “How can that be? You’re very brave.”

Ye Muo insisted, “No. Muomuo is a scaredy cat.”

When Ye Muo was a child, he didn’t dare to go downstairs by himself at night. Ye Yun, whose room was next to Ye Muo’s, was the first to discover this secret. He was just puzzled at first why Ye Muo would take so long to close his door after opening it. Later on, he found out that Ye Muo needed to mentally prepare himself for quite some time before he could step out of his room.

Ye Yun still saw Ye Muo as the enemy back then, so he unceremoniously laughed at Ye Muo and told him he would deign to escort him downstairs if Ye Muo admitted he was a scaredycat.

His expression grew complicated when Ye Muo admitted it right away. Ye Yun stood there speechless for quite a while before huffing and escorting Ye Muo downstairs and back with a sour expression.

For a long time after that, Ye Yun would impatiently storm out of his room not long after Ye Muo opened his door and started hesitating.

Ye Muo was exhausted and drowsy after crying for so long. He yawned before stressing one last time, “No scaring Muomuo or leaving Muomuo alone. Daddy has to stay with Muomuo.”

A while later, Ye Muo drifted off to sleep on Norton’s shoulder.

Everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

Norton tidied the hair on the child’s face that was wet with tears before checking his temperature. He recalled Ye Muo getting a fever the last time he cried.

Sylvia came over with a towel and lowered her voice, “Bring him inside. It’s cold out here.”

When Norton returned to his room, Sylvia gently wiped Ye Muo’s face clean by his shoulder.

She checked on Ye Muo in the glow of the nightlight nearby. “His eyes are swollen.”

Adlet handed over several containers of ointment and baby cream.

Sylvia quickly and gently applied the products to Ye Muo. She stroked his cheek afterwards. “Rest well. We’ll take some medicine tomorrow morning.”

She glanced around the room. Bert wisely led the other Grantz out.

Sylvia didn’t ask much on the way back. She could infer something unpleasant had happened when father and son first met or were getting to know each other.

Norton had a habit of shouldering everything by himself without confiding in anyone while Ye Muo was an overly sensitive child.

Sylvia sighed. Bert gently patted her shoulder beside her. “Norton has a sense of propriety.”

……

Arachnid HQ.

The conference room was still surrounded by censored holographic projections.

The other attendees began to speak after the meeting was called into session by the presiding officer.

This meeting was evidently more lively than prior ones.

Everyone basically threw propriety aside and fought to talk over one another.

[The Grantz have confirmed they will be attending the conference. They discovered our interference, but their name is on the list.]

[I’m more concerned by our new collaborators. Are they truly the other branch of humanity? How reliable is this intel?]

[As I have said many times already, yes, their identity is confirmed. They possess new technologies we cannot yet replicate. We were also able to establish contact with their higher-ups. Can you all move on now?]

[What do you mean ‘move on’? This is the one topic that must be confirmed! Are you aware how great the risks we took were? They made us fight for a place at the table! Now even the Arachnid hidden in the shadows has stepped out into the open. Do you think any of its eight legs will remain if the Grantz were to act?]

[Their perspective is valid, though. Many things will become more convenient if we were able to secure the right to speak openly. They also promised to supply us with weapons as long as we are willing to pay an insignificant price.]

[We still need to test how reliable they truly are. There’s no need to invite a fox into a chicken coop.]

[It’s too late for regrets. The cooperation has already begun. There’s no turning back.]

The individual at the head of the table raised their hand. A synthesized voice devoid of inflection sounded: [Silence.]

The conference table fell quiet.

[32 years ago, we had a brief exchange with the other branch of humanity but the connection was interrupted. We were only able to glean they had appropriate methods and technology to deal with the insect plague.]

[All of us are well aware that risks and rewards come hand in hand, which is why we abandoned the idea of cooperation despite having three chances to re-establish contact over the past 32 years.]

They paused for a few seconds before continuing.

[Yet in the face of the impending Plague, what can’t we risk to wager?]

The other attendees calmed down.  If the Plague truly was imminent, everyone knew the Exile Sectors would be the first to fall. By then, even Arachnid would be devoured whole by the swarm.

Voices began trickling in.

[I agree to continue.]

[It’s too late for regrets, right?]

The synthesized voice was the last to speak.

[As long as their ability to provide the necessary technology is confirmed, we can cooperate with them. Even under the sunlight, Arachnid will not fall if we come bearing the solution to the insect plague.]

The room fell silent for some time before someone spoke: [Even if our enemy is the Grantz?]

[Even so.]

There was a prolonged pause before the synthesized voice continued.

[Grantz has confirmed their attendance at the conference. We will attend on behalf of the Exile Sectors. If there are no objections, this meeting is now dismissed.]

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