Header Banner

Chapter 120

I Can Still Survive
SilverRain
512 Chapters

Chapter 1 - Murder Chapter 2 - Ideals Chapter 3 - Classroom Chapter 4 - Soothing Chapter 5 - Severe Thunderstorm Chapter 6 - Bloodline Chapter 7 - The Hunt Chapter 8 - Gunshot Chapter 9 - Plants Chapter 10 - Treasure Chapter 11 - King Insect Chapter 12 - Offensive Chapter 13 - Rescue Chapter 14 - Flag Chapter 15 - Old Friends Chapter 16 - Treatment Chapter 17 - Recovery Chapter 18 - Blond Chapter 19 - Portrait Chapter 20 - Hallucination Chapter 21 - Resource Chapter 22 - Entering V Status Notice Chapter 23 - League (1) Chapter 24 - League (2) Chapter 25 - League (3) Chapter 26 - Ano Chapter 27 - The End Chapter 28 - Dad Chapter 29 - The Truth Chapter 30 - Change Chapter 31 - Secret Chapter 32 - Activity Chapter 33 - Learning Chapter 34 - Mom Chapter 35 - Conference Chapter 36 - Mom Chapter 37 - Insect Hive Chapter 38 - Pet Chapter 39 - Acting Cute Chapter 40 - Pangzhua Chapter 41 - Core Chapter 42 - Conference Chapter 43 - Seeing the Light Chapter 44 - Parent Chapter 45 - Testing the Waters Chapter 46 - Confirmation Chapter 47 - Traitor Chapter 48 - Name Chapter 49 - Playmates Chapter 50 - Secret Chapter 51 - Shackles Chapter 52 - Acceptance Chapter 53 - Greenhouse Chapter 54 - Sudden Assault Chapter 55 - Symptoms Chapter 56 - Happy Lunar New Year! Chapter 57 - Shackles Chapter 58 - False Scare Chapter 59 - Ties Chapter 60 - Status Chapter 61 - Training Chapter 62 - Responsibility Chapter 63 - Belief Chapter 64 - Abnormality Chapter 65 Chapter 66 Chapter 67 Chapter 68 Chapter 69 Chapter 70 Chapter 71 Chapter 72 Chapter 73 Chapter 74 Chapter 75 Chapter 76 Chapter 77 Chapter 78 Chapter 79 Chapter 80 Chapter 81 Chapter 82 Chapter 83 Chapter 84 Chapter 85 Chapter 86 Chapter 87 Chapter 88 Chapter 89 Chapter 90 Chapter 91 Chapter 92 Chapter 93 Chapter 94 Chapter 95 Chapter 96 Chapter 97 Chapter 98 Chapter 99 Chapter 100 Chapter 101 Chapter 102 Chapter 103 Chapter 104 Chapter 105 Chapter 106 Chapter 107 Chapter 108 Chapter 109 Chapter 110 Chapter 111 Chapter 112 Chapter 113 Chapter 114 Chapter 115 Chapter 116 Chapter 117 Chapter 118 Chapter 119 Chapter 120 Chapter 121 Chapter 122 Chapter 123 Chapter 124 Chapter 125 Chapter 126 Chapter 127 Chapter 128 Chapter 129 Chapter 130 Chapter 131 Chapter 132 Chapter 133 Chapter 134 Chapter 135 Chapter 136 Chapter 137 Chapter 138 Chapter 139 Chapter 140 Chapter 141 Chapter 142 Chapter 143 Chapter 144 Chapter 145 Chapter 146 Chapter 147 Chapter 148 Chapter 149 Chapter 150 Chapter 151 Chapter 152 Chapter 153 Chapter 154 Chapter 155 Chapter 156 Chapter 157 Chapter 158 Chapter 159 Chapter 160 Chapter 161 Chapter 162 Chapter 163 Chapter 164 Chapter 165 Chapter 166 Chapter 167 Chapter 168 Chapter 169 Chapter 170 Chapter 171 Chapter 172 Chapter 173 Chapter 174 Chapter 175 Chapter 176 Chapter 177 Chapter 178 Chapter 179 Chapter 180 Chapter 181 Chapter 182 Chapter 183 Chapter 184 Chapter 185 Chapter 186 Chapter 187 Chapter 188 Chapter 189 Chapter 190 Chapter 191 Chapter 192 Chapter 193 Chapter 194 Chapter 195 Chapter 196 Chapter 197 Chapter 198 Chapter 199 Chapter 200 Chapter 201 Chapter 202 Chapter 203 Chapter 204 Chapter 205 Chapter 206 Chapter 207 Chapter 208 Chapter 209 Chapter 210 Chapter 211 Chapter 212 Chapter 213 Chapter 214 Chapter 215 Chapter 216 Chapter 217 Chapter 218 Chapter 219 Chapter 220 Chapter 221 Chapter 222 Chapter 223 Chapter 224 Chapter 225 Chapter 226 Chapter 227 Chapter 228 Chapter 229 Chapter 230 Chapter 231 Chapter 232 Chapter 233 Chapter 234 Chapter 235 Chapter 236 Chapter 237 Chapter 238 Chapter 239 Chapter 240 Chapter 241 Chapter 242 Chapter 243 Chapter 244 Chapter 245 Chapter 246 Chapter 247 Chapter 248 Chapter 249 Chapter 250 Chapter 251 Chapter 252 Chapter 253 Chapter 254 Chapter 255 Chapter 256 Chapter 257 Chapter 258 Chapter 259 Chapter 260 Chapter 261 Chapter 262 Chapter 263 Chapter 264 Chapter 265 Chapter 266 Chapter 267 Chapter 268 Chapter 269 Chapter 270 Chapter 271 Chapter 272 Chapter 273 Chapter 274 Chapter 275 Chapter 276 Chapter 277 Chapter 278 Chapter 279 Chapter 280 Chapter 281 Chapter 282 Chapter 283 Chapter 284 Chapter 285 Chapter 286 Chapter 287 Chapter 288 Chapter 289 Chapter 290 Chapter 291 Chapter 292 Chapter 293 Chapter 294 Chapter 295 Chapter 296 Chapter 297 Chapter 298 Chapter 299 Chapter 300 Chapter 301 Chapter 302 Chapter 303 Chapter 304 Chapter 305 Chapter 306 Chapter 307 Chapter 308 Chapter 309 Chapter 310 Chapter 311 Chapter 312 Chapter 313 Chapter 314 Chapter 315 Chapter 316 Chapter 317 Chapter 318 Chapter 319 Chapter 320 Chapter 321 Chapter 322 Chapter 323 Chapter 324 Chapter 325 Chapter 326 Chapter 327 Chapter 328 Chapter 329 Chapter 330 Chapter 331 Chapter 332 Chapter 333 Chapter 334 Chapter 335 Chapter 336 Chapter 337 Chapter 338 Chapter 339 Chapter 340 Chapter 341 Chapter 342 Chapter 343 Chapter 344 Chapter 345 Chapter 346 Chapter 347 Chapter 348 Chapter 349 Chapter 350 Chapter 351 Chapter 352 Chapter 353 Chapter 354 Chapter 355 Chapter 356 Chapter 357 Chapter 358 Chapter 359 Chapter 360 Chapter 361 Chapter 362 Chapter 363 Chapter 364 Chapter 365 Chapter 366 Chapter 367 Chapter 368 Chapter 369 Chapter 370 Chapter 371 Chapter 372 Chapter 373 Chapter 374 Chapter 375 Chapter 376 Chapter 377 Chapter 378 Chapter 379 Chapter 380 Chapter 381 Chapter 382 Chapter 383 Chapter 384 Chapter 385 Chapter 386 Chapter 387 Chapter 388 Chapter 389 Chapter 390 Chapter 391 Chapter 392 Chapter 393 Chapter 394 Chapter 395 Chapter 396 Chapter 397 Chapter 398 Chapter 399 Chapter 400 Chapter 401 Chapter 402 Chapter 403 Chapter 404 Chapter 405 Chapter 406 Chapter 407 Chapter 408 Chapter 409 Chapter 410 Chapter 411 Chapter 412 Chapter 413 Chapter 414 Chapter 415 Chapter 416 Chapter 417 Chapter 418 Chapter 419 Chapter 420 Chapter 421 Chapter 422 Chapter 423 Chapter 424 Chapter 425 Chapter 426 Chapter 427 Chapter 428 Chapter 429 Chapter 430 Chapter 431 Chapter 432 Chapter 433 Chapter 434 Chapter 435 Chapter 436 Chapter 437 Chapter 438 Chapter 439 Chapter 440 Chapter 441 Chapter 442 Chapter 443 Chapter 444 Chapter 445 Chapter 446 Chapter 447 Chapter 448 Chapter 449 Chapter 450 Chapter 451 Chapter 452 Chapter 453 Chapter 454 Chapter 455 Chapter 456 Chapter 457 Chapter 458 Chapter 459 Chapter 460 Chapter 461 Chapter 462 Chapter 463 Chapter 464 Chapter 465 Chapter 466 Chapter 467 Chapter 468 Chapter 469 Chapter 470 Chapter 471 Chapter 472 Chapter 473 Chapter 474 Chapter 475 Chapter 476 Chapter 477 Chapter 478 Chapter 479 Chapter 480 Chapter 481 Chapter 482 Chapter 483 Chapter 484 Chapter 485 Chapter 486 Chapter 487 Chapter 488 Chapter 489 Chapter 490 Chapter 491 Chapter 492 Chapter 493 Chapter 494 Chapter 495 Chapter 496 Chapter 497 Chapter 498 Chapter 499 Chapter 500 Chapter 501 Chapter 502 Chapter 503 Chapter 504 Chapter 505 Chapter 506 Chapter 507 Chapter 508 Chapter 509 Chapter 510 Chapter 511 Chapter 512

Ye Zhiyuan seized Faceless’ collar and slammed him against the door. He forced Faceless to raise his head as he glared coldly at the man from beneath the brim of his military cap. “One for Big Sister, one for our parents, and one for Ye Muo.”

Faceless trembled faintly, as if someone had grasped the dagger lodged in his heart once more. Sensations flooded his numb body. Every beat of his heart tugged at the wound. Even breathing was agonizing. He seemed to return to a time many years ago when he had just been informed of his sister’s death, his mother’s passing, how his father left the imperial capital with the remnants of their family.

He was tried in court. The judge stripped him of his Grantz citizenship and sentenced him to exile. He received countless requests for visitation in the three month detention period that followed. He rejected each and every one.

Faceless regretted that at times after being exiled. At least he would’ve been able to see his family one last time. Yet at other times, he believed he would refuse again if given the chance.

He truly believed he would never have the courage to face his family once more in this lifetime. Over the years, the mere mention of them would send him scurrying away like a rat.

He swallowed dryly. His voice was hoarse, “I’m sorry.”

Ye Zhiyuan let go. He watched as Faceless collapsed to his knees on the floor with a thump like a puppet whose strings had been cut.

Faceless curled up and stared at the floor, which gradually blurred. “I’m sorry.”

Faceless remained in that position for a long time. He knew his words meant nothing, but they were the only things he had left to offer at this point.

“I’m sorry.”

Ye Zhiyuan looked down at him from above. He couldn’t see Faceless’ expression, but he could see the floor before the man growing wet.

It was a while before he approached Faceless. “Stand up.”

When Faceless did not move, he repeated, “Stand up, Big Brother.”

Faceless straightened in slow motion. Ye Zhiyuan tidied up his collar under his cloak.

“Mistakes are not something to be afraid of, Big Brother. Big Sister has forgiven you, and so has Father.”

He paused but admitted in the end, “And now, I forgive you too.”

Ye Zhiyuan pulled Faceless to his feet. “Face what you did. Accept it, pay the appropriate price, and live on properly this time.”

“Big Brother.”

He embraced Faceless.

Faceless’ arms tightened as he hugged his brother back. It was a long, long time before Ye Zhiyuan heard a sound of acknowledgement.

Ye Zhiyuan quietly stated, “Grantz has never recalled any exiled prisoners or allowed them to set foot on imperial soil again. His Majesty must have plans for you since he didn’t immediately have you executed. Make sure to seize this opportunity, Big Brother.”

Outside, Secretary-General Lin knocked and reminded them, “It’s time, gentlemen.”

Secretary-General Lin shut off his holomind. Exactly 20 minutes had passed. He straightened. “Let us go to meet His Majesty.”

……

Ye Muo quickly washed up and had dinner. He was both relieved and a little disappointed to be the only one at the table.

Adlet stood on the side with a smile and helped him tidy the silverware. “Your appetite is good today, You Little Highness.”

Ye Muo was a little sleepy after eating his fill. He yawned quietly.

“It should be your bedtime by now.”

Adlet handed the tray to the young butler by his side and said to Ye Muo in a quieter voice.

“I have placed your doll on your bed. The robot is at the head of the bead and probably charging right now. Before that, perhaps you should take a walk, Your Little Highness.”

“You ate a little too much at dinner. I don’t want you to have to take digestive medications again.”

Ye Muo was a little embarrassed as he made a quiet sound of acknowledgement. He’s only been a bit of a glutton when he was younger.

Adlet insisted on taking Ye Muo on a lengthy stroll before escorting him back to his room. “Sweet dreams, Your Little Highness.”

Ye Muo lay in bed for a while. He rolled around a few times.

Then his eyes snapped open.

He got out of bed and slipped out of his room. Just as he went downstairs, he heard footsteps coming from the other end of the hallway. Ye Muo vigilantly stopped walking.

Those were Dylan’s footsteps.

Before he went back to his room, Ye Muo carefully glanced that way. He froze. The suitcase Dylan was holding was very familiar to him.

It belonged to his uncle.

Ye Muo hesitated. He ended up heading downstairs. He stood aside and waited for Dylan to pass.

Dylan had noticed Ye Muo long ago. He was actually supposed to turn the corner to go to Norton’s study, but he walked past that intersection and stopped in front of Ye Muo.

Ye Muo lowered his head. He was somewhat tense as he looked at that pair of military-issue boots pointing to him.

Dylan frowned slightly at the thin pajamas Ye Muo had on. Although the temperature of the palace was kept constant, it was still on the low side.

“If I recall correctly, it’s past your bedtime by now.”

Ye Muo paused. Before he could explain, Dylan took off his jacket and draped it over Ye Muo’s head.

Ye Muo took hold of the jacket. After a moment of hesitation, he put it on. The jacket was way too big for him. The sleeves dangled over his hands.

Dylan straightened. “Tell me, what’s the matter?”

Ye Muo did not expect Dylan to be so direct. He subconsciously looked down at the suitcase Dylan was carrying. He hesitated, “This suitcase belongs to Uncle.”

Dylan raised the suitcase. “I suppose that’s true in terms of blood relations, yes.”

He crouched down. The uppers of his boots wrinkled. His clothes tightened in certain areas, outlining his waist and legs. He set the suitcase in front of him and opened it.

There was only a small box that had been secured inside and a photo frame. Dylan took the photo frame out and inspected it. Only after he finished did he hand it to Ye Muo.

“A gift from him.”

Ye Muo accepted it and looked down at it. Uncle treasured this photo as well. Although he never said anything, he would always surreptitiously walk over whenever Ye Muo so much as touched it and supervise him.

Yet now Uncle had given the photo to him. Ye Muo traced the photo with a bit of unease.

He spoke a few seconds later, “Is Uncle here right now? I want to see him.”

Dylan straightened. “He’s probably with Big Brother right now.”

“Although I will allow you to call him ‘Uncle’, you should keep in mind he is an exiled criminal. Yes, he was never in a position of power, but the laboratory he was stationed at participated in your creation. He should have been executed. The fact that he was merely exiled should be considered a stroke of luck.”

Although Norton has intentions of using the man, it was unlikely he would ever be truly free even as a double agent. Arachnid’s foundations were just too deep to uproot under normal circumstances. If everything played out without incident, Ye Muo would probably never run into the man again in this lifetime. Therefore, it was better to crush his hopes now instead of later.

Dylan continued, “Be prepared to never see him again.”

A tremor ran through Ye Muo’s frame. He looked down at the photo silently for a long time.

Dylan frowned. “Go to bed if you understand.”

Dylan soon noticed something wasn’t right. He bent down and forced Ye Muo to raise his chin. Ye Muo’s eyes were rimmed with red and already glistening with tears. His eyelashes couldn’t stop trembling.

Dylan’s touch seemed to break the dam entirely. Even as Ye Muo’s tears gushed out, he tried to not blubber, “Even if he’s sentenced to d-death, can’t I see him o-one last time?”

Dylan froze. He let go with a jerk as if he had been burnt.

His voice was tinged with helpless bewilderment as he backed off a few paces, “Perhaps…perhaps you can see him. Once.”

Finally, he calmed down enough to maintain a semblance of normalcy. He subconsciously shifted all responsibility to Norton, “These are Big Brother’s orders. I can’t do anything about it. That man will probably be sent away as soon as the meeting ends. All of the doors in the palace are locked. If you can manage to open the doors leading to the main hall, you may be able to see him one last time.”

Dylan deliberately remained ambiguous, “I can try to open the doors for you, but there’s no guarantee I have the appropriate permissions.”

Ye Muo wiped his tears on his sleeve. He grabbed Dylan’s sleeve like he was afraid the man would run off. “Then let’s go.”

“Just to try.” He added.

Dylan stared at the sleeve he was holding. Ye Muo grew embarrassed. He loosened his grip before letting go entirely.

Dylan took his hand instead. “Let’s go.”

……

Ye Zhiyuan and Faceless followed Secretary-General Lin to the main hall.

Ye Zhiyuan breathed a sigh of relief on the way here. Norton would only use this place when he was meeting the people of Grantz in an official capacity. This was good.

As the doors opened, Secretary-General Lin gestured for them to head inside. They followed the carpet inside.

Norton sat high on the throne. Standing tall on either side beneath the high platform were Ano and Adrian.

Ye Zhiyuan and Faceless approached before dropping to one knee. The only thing that could be heard the entire time were the subtle sounds of shifting cloth.

Faceless took off his cloak and hat to reveal his features. He bowed his head particularly low.

Norton sat there in all his regal majesty. He first turned his gaze on Faceless.

“Do you know why your younger brother is only a legion commander despite his abilities, why Ye He and Ye Yun have to work harder than their peers just to receive equal consideration?”

“Because of you.” Norton stated bluntly.

A tremor ran through Faceless’ frame. He hoarsely admitted, “Yes, it’s all my fault.”

Adrian gossipped with Ano in the channel: [Really? I thought Big Brother didn’t care about someone’s background when he appoints people.]

Ano’s expression didn’t change. [I know. Yes, Ye Zhiyuan was overlooked for a while due to concealing a person of the Grantz bloodline– aka Ye Muo– but his ability and relatively young age as a legion commander bode well for future promotions. Big Brother is probably saying these things to break through his mental defenses faster. He wants to inspire enough guilt for the man to devote himself to whatever task he’s given.]

[Tsk. That sounds way too troublesome.]

Yet Ano understood Norton after spending all these years by his side and dealing with Arachnid. He explained:

[Grantz has located and attempted to turn individuals associated with Arachnid many times before, but we failed every time regardless of their position. We’ve also attempted to insert our own people into Arachnid, but they either failed or remained in the outer circle. Faceless is the first agent on our side from the inner circle. If doing this will turn him to our side or at least make it more likely, it’s not a bad deal.]

“I sentenced you to exile before. Do you agree with this sentence?”

“I’m more than grateful, Your Majesty. I will have no complaints even if you intend to execute me.”

Faceless wanted to say more for his family’s sake, but he remained silent in the end. He wasn’t worthy to bring up such things.

Norton continued, “Now, I am willing to give you one more chance for the sake of the antidote.”

He stood and regarded Faceless from above. The man could not help but hang his head even lower.

“I need you to stay in Arachnid and act as Grantz’s spy. Pass on all information you believe to be valuable. I will allow for everything to be considered military merits under your name. When Arachnid falls, you will be permitted to return for a second trial.”

“You may or may not survive. You may or may not spend the rest of your life waiting for encrypted orders from Grantz as you live a double life. I will not offer you anything now, but should you survive, I will return your name and citizenship to you using my authority as the emperor of Grantz. That is my only offer to you.”

Faceless replied almost immediately, “I accept, Your Majesty. I accept.”

Ye Zhiyuan raised his head and respectfully stated, “Your Majesty, I would like to use my accumulated military merits in exchange for partial mitigation of his crimes.”

Adrian shook his head. “Unfortunately, I’m afraid there’s not enough.”

Norton glanced at Ye Zhiyuan before returning his gaze to Faceless .

“That’s your younger brother.”

“Any mistake you make will implicate him. You do not want to find out the lengths I will go to for vengeance.”

Norton blatantly threatened Faceless with Ye Zhiyuan to their faces.

Faceless shook his head. His hands were trembling under his cloak. “No need, Your Majesty. Thank you for your consideration.”

Despite how weak his voice sounded, his stalwart conviction was somehow conveyed to the others.

SilverRain

Hobby translator with a passion for BL novels („• ᴗ •„). If you would like to read ahead, consider becoming a patron.

If you find any errors (E.g. spelling, inconsistent terms, broken links, etc.) , please let us know through our discord channel

Support Dummy

Your donations will help fund a part of the site's costs and management. You can find individual translators' ko-fi under each chapter^^

Join our discord channel

Leave a Comment