“The Crown Prince wants to reform the chaos in our society,” Jian Mei’s voice was crisp and firm. “So I think he’s not wrong.”
The young master listened attentively and then chuckled lightly.
Confused, Jian Mei looked at him, “What are you laughing at?”
“MeiMei, you can tell me these things, but don’t let others hear it,” the young master became more serious, “You must understand that there is no absolute fairness in this world. Even if the weak are exploited, they still attach themselves to powerful individuals. The part that is exploited is just the sacrifice and dedication they should make when attached to the strong.”
Jian Mei choked up.
His mentality and thoughts were still young, and he couldn’t comprehend the meaning of this sentence.
“You only see the benefits and treatment enjoyed by those with divine powers. But when the country and society face difficulties, it is these individuals with divine powers who must step forward. Those with greater abilities have greater responsibilities. This is the same principle.” The young master’s voice was gentle but powerful, “Think about it, which monarch of Stan Star has not been a wise ruler? Would anyone not know the chaos in this society? This is the only way for society to be stable and fair.”
When unfairness becomes a norm, maintaining it is what fairness is.
Jian Mei blinked, feeling like he had received some shocking education but couldn’t refute it. He paused in his massage, and just as the young master thought he had convinced the child, Jian Mei raised his head. His eyes were moist, but in the lamplight, they seemed to contain a shimmer. He spoke, “Young Master, I think what you said is not right.”
The young master was surprised, “Oh?”
In a society, what sustains it is definitely not just one group. People with divine powers may occupy a leadership position, but commoners also contribute to the society’s development. Basic infrastructure, including daily life, is sustained because of the existence of commoners, supporting an entire country,” Jian Mei, who didn’t understand international affairs, expressed his understanding, “What you just said about giving, with the strong protecting the weak and the weak making sacrifices and contributions being fair.Then commoners contributing to society through normal taxation, the funds allocated to hospitals from the treasury are their risks and sacrifices. So, when the priests in the hospital treat the injuries of commoners, it’s also part of their duty, and that is fairness.”
“And unfairness is when resources that should be exchanged equally turn into the capital of those in power, escalating exploitation and deep-rooted class distinctions. For a country that can truly develop in the long run, the people are the foundation. If it continues like this, oppression will lead to resistance . It just needs a spark,” Jian Mei spoke these words fluently. After finishing, he looked at the young master, smiling brightly and cheerfully, “So, I think the Crown Prince is not wrong.”
In this deformed society, another part was treated as ants, dignity is trampled underfoot, and the lives of commoners seen as insignificant. Yet, everyone considered it normal.
The young master remained silent for a long time after hearing Jian Mei’s words.
Then, he looked at Jian Mei and smiled, “I really underestimated you before.”
Jian Mei felt a bit embarrassed, “I’m just expressing my opinion.”
“It’s okay; I think it’s good. I don’t have your insight,” the young master said softly, “But, MeiMei, do you know, even the formidable Crown Prince finds it difficult to navigate in such an environment. Let alone you. The issues with the Medical Supervisory are not that simple. If you want to help your friends get medical treatment, taking a leave or using connections and time might work, but changing the current situation of the citizens is not that simple.”
Jian Mei said, “I know my power is weak. Young Master, I just want to protect my friends and do my own part.”
Even though he said that, the young master didn’t think so.
At this moment, Jian Mei’s goal was just to protect his friends because his power was weak. He was still young and inexperienced, but he already possessed such understanding. If, one day, he entered the advanced academy in the imperial capital, gained more powerful abilities, and began to broaden his horizons, this child would undoubtedly not be limited to this. Instead, he would accomplish even greater things.
And, of course, there was no need to obstruct him. Just like when they first met, his biggest interest now was observing, witnessing what path this child would find in this dark night. Would the light in his eyes become a beam illuminating this dim society one day?
…
A few days later,
Jian Mei found Xiao Ban in the attendants’ dormitory.
Xiao Ban was even more excited than him, “Mei Mei, my wound is almost healed!”
“Really?” Jian Mei asked him sit down and checked it himself. The wound that had been oozing some pus before had indeed scabbed over now, and the healing progress was good. He nodded, “Not bad.”
Xiao Ban couldn’t help but say, “That greenish paste of yours is really effective!”
Jian Mei had been a bit worried the other day.
Because the priest mentioned that the body structure of Stan Star’s people was somewhat different from people on other planets. He was concerned whether there might be some resistance to herbs, and it would be bad if Xiao Ban got hurt. But now that the wound was starting to heal, it meant there was no problem at all. Thinking about it carefully, the people of this planet might just have a resistance to foreign medicines and substances. However, these herbs grew on their own planet, so there was no resistance.
As the two were talking, the other kids who had finished work also came back.
There was a somewhat frail child who had been hit by a cabinet on his back while working today. He was lying on the bed, softly groaning. His friends suggested that he go to the hospital, but due to money concerns, the child was very hesitant. He even thought about waiting a couple of days to see if the wound would heal on its own.
Xiao Ban said, “Mei Mei, can the paste you made used by him? I’m basically healed, so let him use it.”
Jian Mei approached and saw that the child also had a wound. So, he nodded, “Yes, it can.”
Xiao Ban then went over to the injured child and spoke a few words. Since they usually worked together, they trusted each other. Moreover, with Xiao Ban’s wound almost healed, it was more convincing. In no time, the frail child accepted the paste. He thanked Jian Mei, “Mei Mei, thank you.”
Jian Mei shook his head, “No need to thank me.”
Because this child used it, others in the room were also somewhat tempted.
Some approached cautiously, asking, “Can I use a bit?”
Jian Mei turned around. The child who spoke pulled up his sleeve, revealing a scar, “A couple of days ago, while cleaning the pond, I accidentally got cut by water plants.”
Probably also concerned about money, he hadn’t taken leave to go to the medical hall.
Jian Mei thought it was just him, but unexpectedly, after one person spoke up, several other children also came over:
“Can I have some? My foot hurts a lot.”
“Mei Mei, do you still have some?”
“Can I…”
In one room, there were probably seven or eight children, each with wounds of varying sizes from work. These wounds weren’t severe; a simple healing spell could solve them. However, poor people couldn’t afford medical treatment and wanted to get through it on their own.
Jian Mei carefully examined each child’s wound, roughly determining which anti-inflammatory and pain-relieving herbs were needed. He spoke, “Well, you can, but I’ve run out of the herbs to make the paste.”
The other children looked somewhat disappointed after hearing this.
Jian Mei said, “In a couple of days, the young master will be going out. I’ll see if I can bring some more in.”
After hearing this, the other children showed smiles again, thanking him one after another.
The herbs stored with Xiao Ban from last time hadn’t been ground yet. Since it was still early before curfew, Jian Mei found a pavilion outside and used the homemade herb grinder to make the green paste for the wounds.
While he was concentrating, footsteps approached, and Xiao Ban sat down next to him.
Jian Mei thought he came to urge him, so he said, “I’ll be done in a moment. Don’t worry; I’ll go back to sleep after finishing this. It won’t be too late.”
“No, I came to give you something.” Xiao Ban placed a small money pouch on the table. “There are two gold coins inside.”
Jian Mei was puzzled and looked at Xiao Ban suspiciously, “Why are you giving me money?”
Xiao Ban spoke, “For medical expenses.”
“Why are you giving me money?” Jian Mei was unwilling. “Haven’t we agreed? We’re friends; you don’t need to pay.”
Xiao Ban shook his head and said, “It’s not me giving you money; it’s what Xiaoxiao and others pitched in for you. Each person contributed a silver coin, and the two gold coins were pooled together.”
Xiaoxiao was the thin and weak child with the back injury.
Upon hearing this, Jian Mei’s initial reaction was to refuse, but Xiao Ban could see his thoughts and stopped Jian Mei from rejecting, saying earnestly, “Jian Mei, please accept it.”
“If you don’t take it, they will be uneasy. Moreover, there will be no shortage of instances where you get injured while working. You can’t keep selflessly dedicating yourself. If you go to the hospital, it will cost at least one gold coin. One silver coin is already quite cheap. Also, you used your last month’s wages to help Ping Ping seek medical treatment, so you should save some money.” Xiao Ban analyzed for him. “Furthermore, if these plants really prove effective, where will there be so many for you to use on the mountain? You’ve already asked Ping Ping’s family for help in planting, which is good, but don’t they have to do their own work? They should be rewarded as well. In the long run, money is needed everywhere.”
Jian Mei felt that Xiao Ban’s words made a lot of sense!
“It seems like that’s true,” Jian Mei admired Xiao Ban a bit. “You’re really clever.”
Xiao Ban shook his head. “I’m not clever; the clever one is you, Jian Mei. Thank you for healing my wound and also for helping Xiaoxiao and others.”
Jian Mei, who was a bit tired before, became spirited upon hearing this. He said, “No, mutual help between friends is natural. Xiao Ban, I think what you said is correct. I should indeed plan for the future. I haven’t found a clear direction for what to do and what path to take in the future, but I will try my best. Do you believe in me?”
Xiao Ban nodded emphatically. “I believe!”
Jian Mei smiled brightly.
He felt happy about the ambitious goals he shared with Xiao Ban and the joy of being able to help friends. The surge of emotion he felt on the way back, finally discovering a bit of his own value, was almost indescribable. Moreover, he gained recognition. He was about to tell Da Zhuang ge about it when he got back…
The wind in the garden brushed against the corners of people’s clothes. Jian Mei, who was just lively and excited, suddenly froze with a smile on his face.As if it had become a habit, when encountering something, he would discuss it with DaZhuang ge. If he did something good, he would seek praise from DaZhuang ge. Unconsciously, that person had already left a deep mark in his life.
In the past, he could message him anytime and anywhere. At that time, he thought life could go on like this forever. Even in junior high, his mother once said, “Do you think an online friend can accompany you for long? Sooner or later, he will leave you!”
At that time, Jian Mei could firmly refute her, “No way!”
But now, they have indeed separated, and there is complete silence. He doesn’t know if they will ever meet again in this lifetime.
Jian Mei lowered his head, the excitement from earlier gone. The slightly chilly evening breeze passed by as he looked at the swaying flowers around him. However, he couldn’t appreciate their beauty; there was only a sigh of disappointment. He raised his head to gaze at the moon. In the past, even separated by billions of light-years, it didn’t feel distant. Now, it seems the distance has shortened so much yet feels so far.
DaZhuang ge, where are you? Do we still have a chance to meet?
I miss you so much.
Do you miss me?
The author has something to say: Wishing for enduring companionship, sharing the moon even from a thousand miles apart.
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7 thoughts on “Chapter 62.2 – I Miss You So Much”
AAAAHHH I CAUGHT UP NOOOOOO
How will they meet.How will they gonna react when they meet?
Awww poor Jian Mei 😭
I hope JM can expand his work and help others, and won’t be troubled by those priests.
“It’s always said that the night covers the earth, / so maybe you’re looking up too, / for whatever it’s worth. / So let’s watch the stars swim through this ocean of air. / If we see the same light, / it feels like you’re really there.” -song lyrics from “The Midnight Streets” by Rocket Ship Resort. I couldn’t resist XD these lyrics seemed so perfect for the end of this chapter. Why yes, I am a connoiseur of angsty fanfiction, why would you ask? x’D Thanks for the chapter!
As sad as it is, and as much as I genuinely think their relationship is healthy, it’s probably good for their long term mental health that meimei is getting this time to grow up more by himself. There’s nothing wrong with having steady guidance throughout your life – especially the way Lu Xingwang gives advice without solving his problems completely – but it’ll be good to have this proof to themselves and others that they really care about each other and it’s not just grown reliance and stuff.
i completely agree! it’s a waste when stories have such capable characters but then have them not be able to function without each other.