Chapter 34 – Why did you come back

Bite Your Fingertips
Xena, Seth
104 Chapters

Chapter 1 - Smells so good Chapter 2 - Young Master Chapter 3 - Come here Chapter 4 - Sit Properly Chapter 5 - Deskmate Chapter 6 - Obsessed Chapter 7 - Dreamed Chapter 8 - Blood Chapter 9 - Punished to Stand Chapter 10 - Acting Skills Chapter 11 - Be Good Chapter 12 - Don't be afraid Chapter 13 - Being as beautiful as flowers Chapter 14 - Neighbor Chapter 15 - Behave Chapter 16 - Only Me Chapter 17 - Bear with it Chapter 18 - Can Choose Chapter 19 - Win an inch, want a mile Chapter 20 - Do you have a girlfriend? Chapter 21 - I'll protect Chapter 22 - Come here Chapter 23 - Plunged into passiveness Chapter 24.1 - Bet Chapter 24.2 - Bet Chapter 25 - Forget it, it's up to you Chapter 26 - Little Crying Bag Chapter 27 - Are you hungry Chapter 28.1 - A person covered by me Chapter 28.2 - A person covered by me Chapter 29 - Results Chapter 30.1 - If you don’t want, then I do Chapter 30.2 - If you don’t want, then I do Chapter 31 - Mine Chapter 32 - Gave it to him Chapter 33.1 - Ended up empty-handed Chapter 33.2 - Ended up empty-handed Chapter 34 - Why did you come back Chapter 35 - XiJiangYueMan Chapter 36 - Only you Chapter 37 - It hurts Chapter 38 - Doesn't smell anymore Chapter 39.1 - Try and touch him Chapter 39.2 - Try and touch him Chapter 40 - Sleep talk Chapter 41 - Want to Chapter 42 - What did she say Chapter 43 - You give me a hug Chapter 44.1 - I promised you Chapter 44.2 - I promised you Chapter 44.3 - I promised you Chapter 45 - Don’t do this again Chapter 46 - If you like Chapter 47 - Lu Shi, my hands are soft Chapter 48 - I dare not Chapter 49 - They're so dirty Chapter 50 - Met you Chapter 51 - Monitoring Chapter 52 - Became dirty Chapter 53 - Jiang Yueman Chapter 54 - Amusement Park Chapter 55 - Serve a Drink Chapter 56 - Someone to look after Chapter 57 - Afraid? Chapter 58 - Your accomplice Chapter 59.1 - I do (1) Chapter 59.2 - I do (2) Chapter 60 - Do you feel it Chapter 61 - Not allowed Chapter 62 - Missing Me Chapter 63 - Idea Chapter 64.1 - Kiss Chapter 64.2 - Kiss Chapter 65 - Bewitched Chapter 66 - Now do you know Chapter 67 - Will be better Chapter 68 - Yes Chapter 69.1 - Miss You (1) Chapter 69.2 - Miss you (2) Chapter 70 - Scars Chapter 71 - Win over Chapter 72 - Can I right now Chapter 73 - I will pull you through Chapter 74 - Hiss—— Chapter 75 - Death of me Chapter 76 - Fatally attractive Chapter 77.1 - Tattoo (1) Chapter 77.2 - Tattoo (2) Chapter 78.1 - Brand (1) Chapter 78.2 - Brand (2) Chapter 79.1 - Hostility (1) Chapter 79.2 - Hostility (2) Chapter 80.1 - You want it (1) Chapter 80.2 - You want it (2) Chapter 81 - Anklet Chapter 82 - Dog Fight Chapter 83.1 - His Chu Yu (1) Chapter 83.2 - His Chu Yu (2) Chapter 84 - How can I leave Chapter 85 - Yearning and thinking of me alone Chapter 86.1 - Lu-Shen, you’re so sweet Chapter 86.2 - Lu-Shen, you’re so sweet Chapter 87 - Right by my side Chapter 88 - Shining brightly ahead

34th –Why did you come back

Editor: Sammy
Proofreader: Bubbles

The light was switched on.

Chu Yu was revived and full of blood within a second.

He pulled open a drawer that was packed to the brim with neatly stacked blood tonic.

After taking one out, Chu Yu inserted the straw. Seeing Lu Shi sitting on the carpet and not getting up, he also sat down and moved the straw to Lu Shi’s lips. “Quick, drink.”

Lu Shi held his hand, bit the straw, and drank it all; his protruding Adam’s apple moved up and down.

Noticing that Lu Shi’s shoulder and collarbone were still showing, Chu Yu couldn’t help but reach out to help him pull the collar of his shirt.

He was a bit embarrassed when remembering that he’d just pressed this person on the ground.

Pinching the clear brown bottle of tonic in his hand, Chu Yu rubbed and kneaded it while hesitantly asking, “Your matters… did it go well?”

“Mm, it went well.”

Lu Shi got up, stood still, and gazed down at him. “Go to bed early, I’m leaving.”


After Chu Yu answered, he suddenly realized something was wrong. “Where are you going?”

Putting his hand on the doorknob, Lu Shi tilted his head to look at Chu Yu. He raised his index finger and lightly pressed it to his lips. “Shh, I never came back.”

Lu Shi took the opportunity to skip class, relying on the pretense of his leave of absence.

This was what Chu Yu concluded in the afternoon of the next day.

The desk behind him was empty.

The math teacher was discussing the monthly test. As he talked about the second last question, he habitually asked, “Lu Shi, tell me what your reasoning and solution to this question is.”

Dream-Ge raised his hand and reminded loudly, “Sir, the person you’re looking for isn’t here!”

“Lu Shi requested for a leave and has not returned?”

The math teacher turned to Dream-Ge. “Then can I ask Student Luo Jiaxuan to lower the binoculars in your hand and tell me your thoughts?”

The binoculars Chu Yu prepared for studying had been borrowed by Dream-Ge. The reason being because Dream-Ge suddenly realized that he seemed to be slightly nearsighted. But due to his height, sitting closer to the front would block the sight of those behind him, so Old Ye wouldn’t let him change seats.

Thus, he’d asked Chu Yu to lend him his binoculars.

Chu Yu didn’t need it anymore and generously lent it to Dream-Ge.

Dream-Ge stood up holding the binoculars. He scratched his head, picked up the test paper and stared at the question carefully, then answered, “This question, when I saw it at the time, I felt that it seemed very familiar! I’ve done it before! So I tried to remember and thought very hard, thinking, what was the standard solution we practiced before? It was a pity that I still couldn’t recall it even when the exam had finished and the papers were handed in. Therefore, Sir, I have no idea regarding this question.”

The math teacher praised, “Not bad, at least you are aware that you have done the problem before. You can sit down.”

After class, Dream-Ge dashed in quick small steps, hopping until he was beside Chu Yu’s desk. “Hey, School Flower, where did Lu-Shen go? Why is he still not back? I don’t think I’ve seen him for two or three days.”

Chu Yu, who was holding a comic book, raised his head faintly and said, “Why do you all ask me? I also don’t know ah.”

“In our class, you’re the most familiar with Lu-Shen. If even you, School Flower, don’t know, then Lu-Shen’s whereabouts are truly a mystery.”

Dream-Ge touched his chin, then went to pull at Zhang Yueshan’s desk. “Basketball court at noon? Coming or not?”

It was still too early to start preparing for the next monthly exams, and there wasn’t any urgent homework, so Zhang Yueshan readily agreed. “Coming!”

Chu Yu bowed his head and continued to read his comics.

However, Dream-Ge and Zhang Yueshan’s basketball appointment was never realized.

Dream-Ge, who was holding a basketball in his five fingers, stood in the hallway and stretched his free hand outside for a feel. “Isn’t it raining too much? Does God want to test whether my willpower is strong enough to slam dunk in the rain?”

Zhang Yueshan’s stand was resolute. “I’m not accompanying you to play in the rain.”

Dream-Ge’s fire was extinguished. “Alright then. What a pity that my generation’s future sports stars’ path has been hindered by the weather!”

The rain continuously poured until dusk and didn’t let up.

When Chu Yu went to the thermostatic botanical garden to start the irrigation system, by the time he stepped inside, the soles of his shoes were full of water.

The main switch was flipped on and the irrigation system started to operate. Chu Yu glanced at the glass greenhouse next door, walked over through the joint corridor, and also turned on its main switch in passing.

He stood there, listening to the fine shower of the sprinklers while muttering in a low voice, “Lu Shi, if you don’t come back, the plants in the greenhouse will get dehydrated and die.”

Exiting the thermostatic botanical garden, the sound of footsteps treading upon water came from afar and a person holding a blue checkered umbrella ran up.

It was Zhu Zhifei.

“School Flower!”

Seeing that Zhu Zhifei was in a hurry, Chu Yu felt apprehensive and blurted out, “What happened to Lu Shi?”

“Yi, how did you know I’m looking for you because there’s something up with Lu-Ge?”

Zhu Zhifei came in a hurry and still had raindrops on his glasses, but he didn’t have time to care about it. “Shitou called me and said that Lu-Ge’s going street racing tonight!”

“In this downpour?”

“Yeah, the rain’s so heavy, there’s no knowing if it’ll stop tonight. That track is full of sharp curves and steep slopes, so if the water accumulates and someone slips, something bad will happen!”

Zhu Zhifei pushed up his glasses and spoke rapidly, “Shitou is anxious but can’t deter him. He called me and told me to take you over, see if you can dissuade Lu-Ge.”

Chu Yu thought that if he went over, he might not necessarily be able to dissuade him.

But he clutched the umbrella handle and stated, “Let’s go, I’ll go with you.”

It was a long way from the school to the abandoned highway, and the roads were clogged by traffic due to rain. By the time they got there, it was already completely dark.

The rain didn’t decrease in the slightest, and the dense rainfall was clearly visible under the lights. Millions of raindrops beat down on the trees and bushes, issuing muffled rustles.

Chu Yu followed Zhu Zhifei out of the car and walked for a while. When they arrived at the location, they found a lot of people gathered around, each wearing raincoats or holding umbrellas.

Despite the rain, nasty weather, and terrain conditions, these people only figured that the difficulty of the game had increased so the discussions sounded fervent.

Instead of squeezing into the crowd, Zhu Zhifei stood on the side of the road and took out his cellphone to make a call.

After a few minutes, Wei Guanglei walked out of the crowd, saw Chu Yu standing with Zhu Zhifei, and quickly walked over in a few strides.

The three stood under a street lamp.

The raindrops hit the umbrella’s surface, crackling.

Zhu Zhifei urgently asked, “Shitou, what the hell’s going on? Didn’t Lu-Ge ask for a leave because of his matters? Why did he run over here again?”

“How would I know?”

Wei Guanglei’s expression was dark and his brows were wrinkled. “I also didn’t know beforehand. I was chilling at home playing games in the afternoon. When I went to the store afterwards, I found something was wrong. As I opened the warehouse, I saw that the car parked inside had disappeared! I was terrified and hurriedly made calls until a friend of mine told me that there’s a race here this evening and Lu-Ge’s attending. My damn heartbeat almost stopped!”

It was terribly noisy around them, so he raised his voice slightly. “I guess when Lu-Ge returned, he must’ve gone mad like the previous few times. He was either looking for a fight, or looking for some stimulant to vent. But fuck me, running this track on a rainy day, is he fucking kidding?”

Chu Yu caught a point. “Previous few times?”

Zhu Zhifei explained, “En, Lu-Ge has been out temporarily for a day or two several times. Every time he comes back, his mood is like a ticking time bomb and can’t be provoked in any way.”

Wei Guanglei inhaled the muddy, fishy smell of the humid air and lit a cigarette. “I can’t stop him anymore. You two should work hard.”

Zhu Zhifei immediately saw through him. “Did you even dare try detering him?”

Wei Guanglei cast a side eye. “Do you?”

Zhu Zhifei shut up immediately.

The two unanimously turned their sights on Chu Yu.

Chu Yu took a half step back in vigilance. “Y-you, what are you guys looking at me for?”

Wei Guanglei stretched out his hands, placed them on Chu Yu’s shoulders, and pushed him forward. “Go go go, Young Master, come and see Lu-Ge with me!”

Beneath the rain canopy in the preparation area, Lu Shi had his hands in his pockets, staring at the small pits created by the raindrops in the soil.

His figure seemed dampened by the autumn rain and his whole body was cold.

So much so that there was even a slight hint of loneliness.

Hearing footsteps, Lu Shi turned his head and saw Chu Yu.

His eyes were a deep black, without emotions. He merely uttered with a low voice, “Why are you here?”

Chu Yu took a step closer to Lu Shi.

Having found no alibi, Chu Yu told the truth. “Zhu Zhifei said you were here to race. I was a little worried so I followed.”


Lu Shi responded.

His voice was clear and light, as if it could easily be overwhelmed by the sound of the rain.

Chu Yu didn’t know what to say.

His ears had been filled by Wei Guanglei telling him to advise Lu Shi not to go on the track or even touch the steering wheel. If he was in a bad mood, they should just play a game or have a barbecue or something.

But when he finally stood in front of Lu Shi, he felt that he couldn’t say anything.

The light from the street lamp outlined Lu Shi’s profile. Chu Yu hesitated. “You,” he shifted his eyes away, staring at the rain outside, “are you sad?”

“What makes you think that?”

You just seem really sad.

“I don’t know,” Chu Yu shook his head, “I just sensed it. That’s how I feel when I’m sad.”

Lu Shi took his hand out of his pocket and rubbed Chu Yu’s soft hair.

Someone was stomping in puddles on the ground and ran up in a black raincoat while shouting, “Number one, get ready to start in ten minutes!”

After speaking, he ran away.

Lu Shi gazed at Chu Yu.

Chu Yu tightened his fingers. “You’ll still race, right?”

He then questioned, “If you go and run a lap… you’ll be happy, right?”

“En, yeah.”

Chu Yu took a half step back.

“I really want to persuade you not to go, but if you have to, just- just stay safe.”

Chu Yu’s thoughts diverged quickly and he cautiously added, “It’s always on the news; speeding on rainy days, overturning cars, serious injuries, severed hands, broken legs, and amnesia after hitting the head, right, there’s also disfigurement! Anyway, you must be careful!”

When he heard himself say the word disfigurement, his final tone shook a little.

Lu Shi nodded and complied. “Okay.”

The cars drove to the starting line, and a tall girl with a ponytail soaked in rain stood between them, holding up a small, green square flag.

A sharp whistle sounded, and after the third time, the green flag sharply swung down.

Simultaneously, the two cars rushed off the starting white line like an arrow, engines roaring. Their rear wheels kicked up a huge splash of water and the light from their taillights was rendered hazy by a curtain of rain.

It didn’t take long for the cars to disappear, only the faint sound of the engines could be heard.

Chu Yu sighed. “I have failed to live up to your expectations.”

Wei Guanglei bit a cigarette but didn’t light it. He tossed the lighter and caught it. “I didn’t have much hope to begin with, I just tried everything I could.”

Zhu Zhifei consoled as well. “School Flower is braver than me. Generally, when Lu-Ge is in a bad mood, I’m too terrified yet you even dared stand in front of him.”

Looking at the wet track, Chu Yu was a little concerned. “That… Driving on rainy days, has there been an accident before?”

“Why wouldn’t there be? Forget rainy days, even when street racing is scheduled on normal days, there’s plenty of accidents. Street racing is different from regular competitions. There aren’t that many protective measures, and although there’s more award money, it’s also that much more dangerous. Just this summer, didn’t it rain several days in a row? I watched a match with Lu-Ge where a red car’s tire slipped and the car directly flew. The racer is mostly alive, not dead, but severely injured. He’s still lying in the hospital till now.”

Chu Yu’s heart hung higher. “Did you see the scene of the accident? Then why did Lu Shi still—”

Zhu Zhifei took off his glasses and wiped them with the corner of his shirt. “Lu-Ge knows very well deep inside. In the past, when Shitou wanted to touch the steering wheel to drive one lap, Lu-Ge didn’t let him. So, I told Shitou that Lu-Ge’s probably a bit tired of the world, so much so that if he died the next second, it’s not a big deal, but—”

Wei Guanglei continued, “But there seems to be something that’s barely keeping him alive.”

Zhu Zhifei echoed, “Yes, exactly.”

With that, the three of them fell silent.

Wei Guanglei pressed the lighter, wanting to light the cigarette, but the butt of the stick had become a little moist due to the rain and didn’t light after two flicks.

At that moment, a surprised voice sounded from the loudspeaker that was announcing the races’ situation in real time. “What the fuck is going on? What’s wrong with number one?”

Lu Shi was number one.

Wei Guanglei’s hand trembled and the lighter hit the ground, splashing a bit of water and mud.

Immediately after, the vague sound of an engine seemed like an auditory hallucination.

From afar, a series of exclamations came from the crowd.

Chu Yu was stunned for two seconds before suddenly realizing something. He pushed through the crowd and ran to the front.

Nothing could be seen.

Alongside the track, Chu Yu continued to run forward. He stumbled but then hurriedly stood firm.

Around the corner, the curtain of rain was heavy, with only headlights breaking through the darkness, refracting fine raindrops as dense as a net.

Chu Yu propped his hand on the iron railings and subconsciously exerted force while leaning forward, not daring to blink as he stared.

As the rain fell, his hair and clothes— everything was drenched. Even his eyelashes were covered with water.

The rain flowed into his eyes and it was painful.

Nevertheless, Chu Yu’s eyes remained open.

Until a black, modified car stopped in front of him. Its glowing blue lights flashed and the rain unceasingly flowed down the windshield.

The window slowly lowered.

Lu Shi, who was sitting in the driver’s seat, turned his head to look at Chu Yu.

Chu Yu’s voice was dry and hoarse. He stared at Lu Shi unblinkingly through the torrent of rain. “You— why did you come back?”

“If I didn’t come back, someone would cry.”







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17 thoughts on “Chapter 34 – Why did you come back”

  1. thanks for the chapter! ♡
    i’m confused?? what did chu yu realize? why did he ask lu shi that? did lu shi make a u-turn? is that what happened?

    • Yeah lu shi turned around and came back to the starting line ^^ I guess the realisation part was the thought that he somehow managed to convince lu shi to not race loll

  2. I think the best grade I got in chem was a BC (which really amounts to a C+ in non-College scale) and I failed Analytical Chem myself! I was one chem course from minoring in chem and there was no force that would’ve had me push through. Ugh. I loved my major but it had way too much chem required when all I cared about was Microbiology. Good luck! As someone now in a career, I’ll say that 1. Schools care more about individual class scores than careers so I wouldn’t worry unless you are trying to pursue the chem field after getting your undergraduate degree 2. If this isn’t related to your major it won’t matter much at all 3. I’ve never had a job ask for any individual course scores. The most they ask for is proof of graduation and a GPA 4. You can get around most questions about bad grades by explaining life situations and what you’ve learned from the experience 5. Once you get the first job all the second job and so on cares about is your job experience, not school. Basically, failing a course won’t be the end of the world even if it feels like it is! Keep your tests and homework, they don’t change things much for if you need to retake it!

    Thanks for your hard work translating!

    • Thank you so much. I actually had a slight breakdown every class and would just stare into space or get teary eyed cause I don’t get anything but things are getting better now. I think I did okay in the exam hahha my classmate pressured me to stop procrastinating and study, Im glad I did. Now I hope it stays that way and I survive until July. Thankfully its only a summer class. ahhhh but really, I was so touched by your comment I suddenly want to double update next week. Thank you kind person. I’ll definitely share this with my classmates

      • I had two friends change their major after bad chem grades. When you’re in school, that pressure to exceed in courses is intense! It all seems so important. I’m here on the other side trying to give some hope that in the long run you’ll be fine. No matter how this goes you’ll be fine. Your hard work and determination will pay off! Focus on doing what you need to over this story. It’ll wait. ^_^

  3. I must agree with the staff, never pick a chemistry class. It will only lead to pain and suffering… I wish I knew that before I picked it ?

  4. …..this story is sweet and I’m addicted to this. But , Lu shi’s psychological conditions bothers me a lot. I’m really worried for him, how can a person continue to live like this..


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